me vs the world

Karena sesungguhnya setelah kesulitan itu ada kemudahan.
Sesungguhnya setelah kesulitan itu ada kemudahan.
(Q.S. Al-Insyirah:5-6)

gue bener2 percaya kalo setelah kesulitan itu pasti ada kemudahan.
dibalik penderitaan pasti ada kebahagiaan.
dibalik penyesalan, ada pelajaran.

all this time i’ve been looking for a friend.
a true friend.
when i thought i’ve finally had them,
i lost them.
i happened many times,
and it happened again in the last one year period.
i don’t know what have i done wrong.
i regret, totally regret.
but i finally realized that there’s no use for that.
time has changed everything.
and time can’t really fix it all.
but there’s a cure.
a cure to fix these broken promises.
a cure to fix this broken heart.
a cure to fix every broken heart.
it’s the true love.
the love that would never fade away.
the love that would stay with you through life and death.
the eternal love…
…cinta Allah…

gw udah sering banget ‘kehilangan’ orang yg gw anggep sahabat..
gw gak ngerti knp bs trs begitu..
sedih, pastinya…
tapi…sahabat bukan tujuan hidup gw.
persahabatan bukan sesuatu yang abadi.
persahabatan bukanlah Tuhan,
dan ga boleh di-Tuhan-kan.
persahabatan ga ada artinya..
tanpa dilandasi rasa cinta kpd Allah.

dengan cinta Allah,
pasti kita bisa saling jujur,
krn kita tahu, Allah Maha Mengetahui.
dengan cinta Allah,
kita bisa saling percaya,
krn kita tahu, Allah Maha Melihat dan Mendengar.
dengan cinta Allah,
kita bisa saling peduli,
krn kita tahu, Allah mencintai orang2 yg mencintai saudaranya..

Sesungguhnya orang-orang Mukmin itu bersaudara,
maka damaikanlah diantara saudaramu
dan bertakwalah kepada Allah, supaya kamu mendapat rahmat.
(Q.S. Al-Hujurat:10)

Abdullah bin Abbas berkata: "Barangsiapa yang mencintai krn Allah, membenci karena Allah, berwala’ krn Allah, berbara’ krn Allah, maka dengan itulah ia akan memperoleh perwalian dari Allah. Sungguh nilai-nilai persaudaraan saat ini pada umumnya ditegakkan di atas nilai-nilai dunia dan kebendaan yang sungguh tidak akan mendatangkan manfaat sama sekali bagi siapapun."
(HR Ibnu Jarir)

Friends are friends forever together till the end.
You promised me that you would always be my friend.
One day something changed I’m not sure what it was.
I lost you since that day and the reason was because
everything changed.. and we had stupid fights.
Last thing you told me was that
no matter how hard i tried, i’m never gonna be able
to make it right again.
And for some reason, I don’t know why, we just
couldn’t make it right.

We went our separate ways.
This went on for days and days.
I made new friends and you made yours,
but that hole in my heart could not be filled for that
hole was only yours.
Times got really tough,
my road of life was so rough.
I needed friends, not the kind you see from day to day,
but the kind that will always and forever stay
Memories were all I had
and just the thought of them made me sad.
I cried every night wondering how to make it right.
I wish you could erase that day and that fight.
I wish you could change your way.
I wish you would care.
I wish you could understand.
Would you ever understand? Forgive me, I don’t know where to start.
A part of me has gone, and
It hurts me so bad to have this hole in my heart!
I didn’t want our friendship to totally end.
I’ve been thinking that..
I need you. You’re my best friend!
Can we ever make a promise to stay together ’till the end?
A vow to each other to ALWAYS be BEST FRIENDS?

But seems like you just don’t care at all.
All the promises never seem so real
If we really have to move on, then go on
Leave me, desert me,
like you’ve never known me
I keep pretending but i just can’t deny it,
i really need you
i lost someone really important in my life
i kept on wishing. on and on.
i kept on believing. on and on.
but you just don’t understand
i gave a chance and left my heart open..
but you didn’t understand..

i waited for you. you never came back.
i gave up -almost- everything for you. you didn’t respect me for those.
i trusted you. you betrayed me.
i didn’t leave you. i’m not leaving you.
you left me. you wasted on me.

i thought we’re friends?
friends don’t do what you do.
there’s no excuse,
i’m so confused..i thought you care about me.
but now i see..
all you care about is you…

i cant keep pretending.
so i just want to be honest.

now there’s no need to say sorry.
all i need is honesty…