me vs the world

see? i couldn’t really hate anyone. skalinya gw marah mungkin bakal bner2 marah, but it wouldn’t last long. yeah, rite. that’s why i couldn’t hate anyone. i couldn’t really hate anyone. well…guess however hard it is, i always try to forgive…maybe it’s true..that my weakness is that i care too much…

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

With every day that goes by
It sure gets lonely in this
This world of mine
This state of nothingness
Keeps on eating me
Will I succeed..?
I can’t help but wonder
What chapter is next
I think I can’t stop thinking
My mind just needs a rest
Cause everyone around me
Has lost their mind
Me they think I’m crazy,
Cause I’m real..
I don’t have to think
It’s under my skin
No one can stop my dream and I
I can’t sleep I’m in too deep
These thoughts are scaring me away
But you don’t understand
It seems like no one can
Am I insane? Am I to blame..?
It seems every day
I loose more inspiration
Amount of motivation
My life is going nowhere..
With everyday that goes by
It sure gets lonely in this
This world of mine..
I will succeed..! I will succeed..!

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