Archive for December, 2005

through the glass darkly…

Friday, December 9th, 2005

when I’m gone, will they remember me?

When I’m gone, will the flowers cry on my grave?

I face the fear of the unknown path

Pictures are passing by as I think

Tomorrow’s words cannot be spoken

Tomorrow can be the day to fly

My last kiss for you my dear?

My last goodbye for you my friends?

When I sleep in the arms of silence?

Will flowers wipe upon my grave?

The sun shines beside my name?

Will they remember?

Will they forget? I wonder.

When I’m gone…

I see a hall with thousands of people

Forsaken souls who never died

Their names shall never be remembered here

Grey dawn, empty eyes

Dreaming shadows dreams with the night

Dreams on, dreams with the night

When I sleep, will I share their dreams?

nobody

Friday, December 9th, 2005

It’s hard, I know.

When you finally realize…

That you belong nowhere…

You’ve been thinking like, it’s the greatest moment ever…

And you’ll never forget it.

Well…now I see

No one actually cares about me

and noone’s listening to me

noone’s gonna listen

they may never understand, they may never wanna know

what I’m feeling, what I’m thinking…

they don’t care…as long as they’re happy…they don’t care.

They don’t care…they don’t wanna listen…

Who cares? I don’t

Maybe this is the way it should be…

Well, It’s always been like this

And that’s the way it’s gonna be…

I’ll always be…all alone

In the darkness they wouldn’t see me

They wouldn’t even know if there’s anything there…

All alone…always…in my mind and really it is…

that’s the way it’s gonna be

that’s the way it was…

they don’t give a damn

it’s always “everyone on their own” out there

but when I do it, they says I’m wrong

wrong again

this, that, these, those,

I’m never gonna do it right to them

Nobody understands

Nobody even wants to know why

Nobody would care

Nobody would even notice

Nobody…

Nobody would…