Archive for November, 2005

Friend..

Friday, November 25th, 2005

We started off, a little while ago
We built this little boat
And sailed it off to sea
Then we brought a friend along the way
We decided he would stay
Stay with you and me
Bought some sticks
And put them in your hands
I taught you how to stand
I taught you everything
I opened up your mind to something new
And now it something you can use
You don’t have to thank me
But don’t expect me, to be smiling
When we meet again
I think you’ll understand
I don’t think I want to be your friend

Now there’s only one solution
And of course you jump to conclusions
And you can count how much we owe you
But you just lost something much greater
You just lost your best friend
So don’t expect me, to be smiling
When we meet again
I think you’ll understand
I don’t think I want to be your friend

You had your chance, you did not change
We took our future, in our own hands
This is no game, I will not wait
I can’t wait for you to change now
You had your chance, you did not change
We took our future, in our own hands
This is not a game, I will not wait
I can’t wait for you to change now!!!

                                                                                                   –to a "friend?" out there…

now it’s all history…

Sunday, November 20th, 2005

gw gak habis pikir… what did we spend it all together for if it was meant to be forgotten?? it doesn’t make total sense to me…but it has happened. and everything we spent seems like just history now… i don’t wanna break down, i wanna put it all behind me if it’s just the way it is….but…i can’t deny that it hurts… well…am i stupid for letting it go?? am i stupid for letting them all happy while i’m not?? am i stupid for walking alone and let them all have fun?? am i stupid for…giving it up?? am i a loser if i….ever regret…??

I never could’ve seen this far
I never could’ve seen this coming
Seems like my world’s falling apart
Why is everything so hard
I don’t think I can deal with the things you said
It just won’t go away

I used to think that I was strong
Until the day it all went wrong
I think I need a miracle to make it through
I wish that I could bring you back
I wish that I could turn back time
Cuz I can’t let go
I just can’t find my way..
Without you I just can’t find my way

In a perfect world
This could never happen
In a perfect world
You’d still be here
And it makes no sense
I could just pick up the pieces
But to you
This means nothing
Nothing at all

I don’t know what I should do now
I don’t know where I should go
I’m still here waiting for you
I’m lost when you’re not around
I need to hold on to you
I just can’t let you go

In a perfect world
This could never happen
In a perfect world
You’d still be here
And it makes no sense
I could just pick up the pieces
But to you..
This means nothing at all…
You feel nothing, nothing at all…

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Mirror mirror lie to me
Show me what I wanna see
Mirror mirror lie to me

Why don’t I like the girl I see
The one who’s standing right in front of me
Why don’t I think before I speak
I should have listened to that voice inside me
I must be stupid, must be crazy, must be out of my mind
To say the kind of things I said last night
Why did I let you walk away
When all I had to do was say I’m sorry
I let my pride get in the way
And in the heat of the moment I was to blame
I must be stupid, must be crazy, must be out of my mind
Now in the cold light of the day I realize

If only wishes could be dreams
And all my dreams could come true
There would be two us standing here in front of you
If you could show me that someone that I used to be
Bring back my -bestfriend?-, my -bestfriend?- to me

Mirror mirror hanging on the wall
You don’t have to tell me who’s the biggest fool of all
Mirror mirror I wish you could lie to me
And bring my baby -bestfriend?-, bring my -bestfriend?- back to me

Mirror mirror lie to me
Show me what I wanna see
Mirror mirror lie to me..

bad holiday..but trying to get over it?

Saturday, November 5th, 2005

…humm…Alhamdulillah Idul Fitri dah lewat bbrp hr yg lalu… smg msh bs ktemu Ramadhan taun depan…

weww…mudik gw gak bgitu menyenangkan niih…yahh…gitu dehh…udah plg nih skrg…but it wasn’t so good..boring…kinda sucks, malah…but well, another worst day ever’s coming, and i’m simply trying to enjoy and getting over it. cuz anyway, there wouldn’t be a good day without the bad days…rite? klo ga dicukupin/puas, kpn bersyukurnya???