gw gak habis pikir… what did we spend it all together for if it was meant to be forgotten?? it doesn’t make total sense to me…but it has happened. and everything we spent seems like just history now… i don’t wanna break down, i wanna put it all behind me if it’s just the way it is….but…i can’t deny that it hurts… well…am i stupid for letting it go?? am i stupid for letting them all happy while i’m not?? am i stupid for walking alone and let them all have fun?? am i stupid for…giving it up?? am i a loser if i….ever regret…??
I never could’ve seen this far
I never could’ve seen this coming
Seems like my world’s falling apart
Why is everything so hard
I don’t think I can deal with the things you said
It just won’t go away
I used to think that I was strong
Until the day it all went wrong
I think I need a miracle to make it through
I wish that I could bring you back
I wish that I could turn back time
Cuz I can’t let go
I just can’t find my way..
Without you I just can’t find my way
In a perfect world
This could never happen
In a perfect world
You’d still be here
And it makes no sense
I could just pick up the pieces
But to you
This means nothing
Nothing at all
I don’t know what I should do now
I don’t know where I should go
I’m still here waiting for you
I’m lost when you’re not around
I need to hold on to you
I just can’t let you go
In a perfect world
This could never happen
In a perfect world
You’d still be here
And it makes no sense
I could just pick up the pieces
But to you..
This means nothing at all…
You feel nothing, nothing at all…
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Mirror mirror lie to me
Show me what I wanna see
Mirror mirror lie to me
Why don’t I like the girl I see
The one who’s standing right in front of me
Why don’t I think before I speak
I should have listened to that voice inside me
I must be stupid, must be crazy, must be out of my mind
To say the kind of things I said last night
Why did I let you walk away
When all I had to do was say I’m sorry
I let my pride get in the way
And in the heat of the moment I was to blame
I must be stupid, must be crazy, must be out of my mind
Now in the cold light of the day I realize
If only wishes could be dreams
And all my dreams could come true
There would be two us standing here in front of you
If you could show me that someone that I used to be
Bring back my -bestfriend?-, my -bestfriend?- to me
Mirror mirror hanging on the wall
You don’t have to tell me who’s the biggest fool of all
Mirror mirror I wish you could lie to me
And bring my baby -bestfriend?-, bring my -bestfriend?- back to me
Mirror mirror lie to me
Show me what I wanna see
Mirror mirror lie to me..